Sunday, December 6, 2009

First law of success

In this few week, i found out that i have change a lot. I begin to realize that i can do and get more than what i get now. I know i get quite ok in my company now ( I was an electrical engineer in some private company in my place) but still i didnt satisfy on what i get. I was thinking, everyday i was working so hard but at the end of the month the salary is still the same. Never ever change. I want to get out from this rat race. But, to run from this rate race i have to change drasticly. So i begin to read and improve my skill. Currently i was reading the law of success by Napaleon Hill.

After reading the introduction and the first chapter, i realise i can do more than want i do now if i have my definite aim. From this book, the writer state the first law of success is definite aim. This mean that i must decide my life purpose if i want to success. Life without target or aimless is like a ship in middle of ocean that have nothing to go. The ship continue driven by the wind and at last they will starven because the food stoock is finish, When we have our definite aim, it slowly injected in our daily life from our unconscious brain and slowly change our attitude toward our aim.

This is my aim : at the age of 27 years olds, i will live in financial freedom, i have at least 3 bussiness, big house and big car, and start to travel all around the world. I willing to change as long i reach my aim. And i believe our God, Jesus will bless the people who know his life purpose and work hard for it. :-)

Monday, November 9, 2009

Kancil Vs Gen 2


Location : Damai Luyang traffic light
Date : 09 Nov 09
Time: 11.29 pm

"Berhati hati di jalan raya, ingatla orang yang tersayang"

I pray the driver will be ok.. Amen

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

BRAIN DAMAGING HABITS


1. No Breakfast
People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level. This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.

2 . Overeating=2 0
It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.

3. Smoking
It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.

4. High Sugar consumption
Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.

5. Air Pollution
The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our 20 body. Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency.

6 . Sleep Deprivation
Sleep allows our brain to rest.. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells..

7. Head covered while sleeping
Sleeping with the head covered increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.

8. Working your brain during illness
Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well as damage the brain.

9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.
10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain

Monday, October 19, 2009

Let the journey begin




Start with a first step..
There is nothing will happen to you if you didnt start anything.
Keep on going and improving.

I was thinking ......

Today as i was sitting alone at my room. Thinking bout how lucky my other friend, who are rich, who are popular, who are have everything that they want.. And i was looking to myself.. Thinking deeply what i have.. what i have achieved.. what my parent have.. then come to my mind again and thinking about myself again , what if i am not who i am today? What if i was not study as what i have study now? What i was not going to church like i do now? what if i dont have money like i do have money now? what if i have critical illness? What if i cant read? what if i and what if and what if what if.... a lot of question marks. And suddenly i was realise how God have give me a wonderful like to live on. I was now a street begger, not the one who have to work hard to find a piece of dollar. It was a greatfull thanks to God for giving me everything what i have. I realise that God have prepare everything and i believe everything i do was a blessing from God. Just satisfy with yourself and keep improving everyday..

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I Love You Dad

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked a stone & scratched lines on the side of the car.

In anger, the man took the child's hand & hit it many times, not realizing he was using an iron wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to
multiple fractures.

When the child saw his father.... with painful eyes he asked Dad when will my fingers grow back?'

The man was very hurt and speechless, he went back to car and kicked it a lot of times.


Devastated by his own actions...... sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches ........... the child had
written

*'LOVE YOU DAD'.

*The next day that man committed suicide....

Anger and Love have NO LIMIT - choose the latter to have a
beautiful & lovely life....

* THINGS are meant to be USED and PEOPLE are to be LOVED,

*..but the problem of today's world is that...

*People are USED. & Things are LOVED!!!*

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Do you have a dream?

There is a time when i was sitting alone, thinking what i have done in my life. Remembering my good time and my hard time, my success and my failure, my good side and evil side. i suddenly realize that what have i do for my life is not the very best. I can be success than my life now if i do my best. I have a dream like you do, but i realize that a dream will always be a dream if the dream not become true. And how to make my dream become true? This always be my question mark.. always and always. Then come to think again.. have i do the best in my life.. i think i still dont do my best. I believe that God will bless people who think big, positive mind and do a big and positive thing even he or she have fail for many times. Many of succesfull people ..success after failing a lot of time. Failure is never be a failure if we learn and improve and i believe there is always a way for people who are hardworking.. I believe and always believe and that was my pray.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Another Husband Wanted Story

:-p

Subject: Husband Wanted


Anita was in her late thirties and still not married.

She just had a hard time meeting men.

And the men she did meet all ended up being jerks.

Finally, she decided to place an ad in the personals in the newspaper.

Anita wrote: "Looking for a man who won't beat me, won't leave me, and is excellent in bed."

Several days went by and she hadn't gotten a single call. Then, one day she was doing her laundry when she heard a knock on the door.

She walked upstairs to answer it. She opened the door and saw a man in a wheelchair with no arms and no legs.

"Can I help you?" Anita asked.

He said, "I am the man of your dreams!"

Anita was baffled. She said, "Excuse me."

"I read your personal add in the paper and I am the perfect man for you. I have no arms, so I can't beat you. I have no legs, so I can never leave you."

"But are you good in bed?" Anita asked.

He replied, "How do you think I knocked on the door?!"


Wednesday, September 9, 2009

The Husband Store!

A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE!

There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch. ... You may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. .


On the first floor the sign on the door reads:
Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord.

The second floor sign reads:
Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids.

The third floor sign reads:
Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking.

"Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.

She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads:

Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop- dead good looking and help with the housework.

"Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "I can hardly
stand it!"
Still, she goes to the fifth floor and sign reads:

Floor 5 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop- dead gorgeous, help with the housework, and have a strong romantic streak.

She is so tempted to stay, but she goes to the sixth floor and the sign reads:


Floor 6 - You are visitor 14,363,012 to this floor. There are no men on this floor. This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to please.

Thank you for shopping at the Husband Store. Watch your step as you exit the building, and have a nice day!



Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Devorce after 35 years married

I received an email from may friend about a couple who going to divorce after 35 happily married. Enjoy reading this story and take time to think about its moral :

An elderly man in Mumbai calls his son in New York and says,

'I hate to ruin your day son, but I have to tell you that your mother
and I are getting a divorce; 35 years of marriage... and that much
misery is enough!'

'Dad, what are you talking about?' the son screams.

'We can't stand the sight of each other any longer,' the old man says.

'We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you
call your sister in Hong Kong and tell her!'

Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone.

'Like heck they're getting divorced,' she shouts, 'I'll take care of this.'

She calls Mumbai immediately, and screams at the old man, 'You are not
getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm
calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then
, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR??' and she hangs up.

The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. 'Okay', he says,
'It's all set. They're both coming for our anniversary and paying
their own airfare!!'

MORAL:

No man / woman is busy in this world all 365 days.

The sky is not going to fall down if you take few days LEAVE and meet
your dear ones.

OFFICE WORK IS NOT EVERYTHING IN LIFE & MONEY MAKING IS NOT EVERYTHING
IN LIFE. Life is made of moments and sometimes a moment becomes
life....

Friday, August 21, 2009

Our creation

I realize one thing what make human different with animal. There is a lot of thing that make this differences but the larger thing that make human different is their brain. It was wonderful design by our Greatest Engineer God of all god on how on earth He design human. Our God have even make His greatest creation in 6 days. It all follow the sequence of the nature law. What God have created is perfect until the human damage it slowly.

Brain that we have now, make we thinking. God say that He have create human like Himself. I wondering if we can control our mind 100%, is not possible that we can be like God.. Huhhh take a break we'll never be like Him. A chair will never be like the carpenter. I mean we'll never be like our creator.

Brain bring the our emotion, our talent, our attitude, our thinking, our determination, our move, our sense and everything... When i was young, i was always thinking and believe on what i want to be. Keeping believing on what we believe will make it become reality. Even sometimes we cannot get all thing that we want.

So, friend.. Always believe God our creature and thinking positive.. learn from the mistake. Believe on what you believe and God will help you. Amen.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

When talk about income

Today while i was teaching one of my student, i read some of my favorite writer's book talk about financial freedom. I learn something valueable that say our income is come from 3 resources. This three type of income can determine us whether we will become rich or poor. Anyway let go direct to the point :-p.

The first income is:
Earned income where you work for money. It is the income that comes in the form of a paycheck or what we earn every month. It is also the type of income you ask for more of when you ask for a raise, bonus, overtime, commissions and tips.

The second income is:
Portfolio income, is generally income from paper assets such as stocks, bonds, and mutual funds. The vast majority of all retirement accounts are counting on portfolio income in the future.

The last income that state from the book is:
Passive income where it is generally income from real estate. It can also be royalty income from patents or for use of your intellectual propety such as songs, books or other objects of intellectual value.

Source- Retire young retire rich (Rich Dad)

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Consistance

Last night, it was a night that i always waiting since i was staying in kk. It was a youth night.. i mean it was a night where all my friend do a fellowship, singing, listen preaching at my church. I have make many friend, even i was new there after transferring from my project in Labuan.

Last night, i have learn about consistence. There is a story that sharing by pastor Bios telling about a shop that running an cold coffee business near my house at kk in Inanam Town. It was a successful business in Tenom (if i not mistaken) before they open a new branch in Inanam. They are famous until they can sell around 1000 bottle perday. But, when they start open their branch at Inanam, it almost no hope for them to survive that business. Can you imagine how a sale for over 1000 bottle per day become 20 bottle per day. This is happen until they have to decrease their worker. For some people, if they meet this problem, i believe they already give up and start to open a new business that they think can survive. But this man (the owner) keeping believe that someday his cold coffee will become famous in KK area. He consistance doing his business and after 3 years try to survive this businnes, his cold coffee become famous in KK. He open his businness at 11 am and by 2 pm all of his cold coffee sold out. People even que to get his coffee.

What i try to say here is if we keep doing what we believe, do have a faith like me you'll success someday. I can't give your how many years or time that we will take. But doing some that we believe and learn from it consistancely ... God will bless you. Amen. Even the bulb was invented after 100,000 fails experiment. So, dont give up.. keep doing what you believe.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I believe in Jesus

Dear God in heaven..

I love You Jesus. There is no one like You, that have give Your soul and body to save me from my sin. Im a sinner. Therefore i bow to you and ask forgiveness for everything i sin that i have done. I just a human being that still living in this bloody and flesh body. Teach me how to become like You.

Jesus..
You are the infinity source. You know the exact time to bless Your children.. Please teach me to know You greatest plan in my life.. I will believe in You for whole my life.

Amen

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

God forgive me

When someone who really want to apologize.. He will come to God with all his heart and thanks God for every bad moment and good moment that he have with someone who he really want to apologize. He'll ask God every moment to and pray for the health and blessing to that person.. But his heart will still empty without that person forgiveness.. Thanks God for everything that you do.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Girlfriend vs wife :-p

Adui.. last week i receive a sms from a stranger talking about a difference between wife and girlfriend.

Some people say : Wife is a HARIMAU (malay language means tiger) .. Girlfriend is HARI HARI MAU (malay language means everyday want) .. and some say : wife is like tv, girlfriend is like hp.. At home watch tv, go out bring hp. No money sell tv, got money change hp. Sometimes enjoy tv but most of the time play with hp. TV free for life, but hp if you dont pay, the services will be terminated. TV is big, bulky and most of the time old but hp is cute, slim, curvy and very portable at nay time. Operational cost for TV is often accptable but for hp is high and often demanding. Most important, TV got remote but hp doesn't have.. Last but not least TV do not have virus but HP got virus.. Once get.. die looo.. So better choose tv..

Just for joke

Friday, July 3, 2009

Think that you can

I love to read. I read a lot of book. Now, i was reading book written by a best seller , Robert T. Kiyosaki and i believe that you know this name. I have read 3 series of his book and one book written by him with a millionaire, Donald Trump. Yeah.. They book have completely change my mind setting that everybody can be rich. It is not how to be rich but i believe the question why we want to be rich is more important. I was working on their theory and practically i believe that our attitude that bring us toward that. When i change my attitude, i easily learn and learn everyday, learn how to control my cashflow, learn what is good money management and i believe the other key to become rich is patient. Patient make me become stronger in financial. I learn currency market and a lot of thing that i never imagine to learn before. It is funny if i write how i was addicted to become rich, it what napoleon hill talk about burning desire in his book.

The book that i read today is , "Retire young retire rich". In page 29 and 30 , it say:

1.) what i thought was important was not that important
2.)What was important was where I was at, not where i was going to.
3.)There is no one more important than the person in front you at that moment. Take that moment to be with him or her
4.)Time is precious, dont waste it.. appreciate it.
5.)Sometimes stopping for a moment is harder than saying busy.

That was a statement when Robert retire at age of 47. I was thinking deeply on that statement and i found out that the statement is very true. I was forcing myself to reach my aim but didnt think that what i'll become is from what i was now. Sometimes i think this is important but in the end all the thing that i do is worthless. And the most important lesson that i get from that statement is to learn how to manage time efficiently.

I believe that God have give us a brilliant mind. So, learn and use our mind. There is a lot of hidden potential in out mind that we dont know. Find it and believe me, everything you want is in your hand at the moment you make decision to make it. Be patient and enjoy your journey. Other thing, dont think or expect that the journey that you'll go is east as what you imagine in your mind, there is a lot of thing that you have to face to reach you dream but always believe, you already have it.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

There is always be 24 hours perday

"I dont have the time"
"I have a lot of thing to do"
"No time, sorry"

I always hear that excuses for a long long time. It keep repeat, repeat and repeat again. Is it true that we dont have the time, or it just an excuse? I know and i know, it not about the time because i also have to said that excuse before. But in the end i didnt use the time as good as i can. There is always 24 hours a day. (Smile) My friend say that he wish that he have 28 hours a day.. Whay a busy person he is.. I said to him , hey .. get a life.. We all busy with our work. Yes it true that i cant compare them (work) because some burden or responsibility is high. But we all have that amount of hours. What make different between us is how we use that time, how we manage the time, how we spend the time.. There is always be tommorow except you dont want to see the tommorow day and planning to sleep eternity but that was God will and dont act stupidly.

Let calculate the time that we have together, i use to sleep for 6 hours a day , it was an avarage sleep sometimes i sleep less than that or more than that. Lets take 2 hour for our daily routine (breakfast, lunch, dinner, take bath and so on). It already take 8 hours perday, deduct it with 24 hours we still have 16 hours. Avarage worker always us 8 hours perday for works and its make 8 hours left. Deducting 1 hour for us to getting us to work (traffic jam and so on) and there is available 7 hours left, what a big amount of time we have.

7 hours x 6 days = 42 hours. I can do a lot of thing with this 42 hours. So please dont say this to me again, "i dont have time". Learn how to manage your time as i also learn how to use my time wisely and the important advice to me today is DONT DO THING IN LAST MINUTE. Trust me, it's better to make it slowly progress day by day than do it last minute.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Always Follow Your Dreams

There were once 2 brothers who lived on the 80th level. On coming home one day, they realized to their dismay that the lifts were not working and that they have to climb the stairs home.

After struggling to the 20th level, panting and tired, they decided to abandon their bags and come back for them the next day. They lefttheir bags then and climbed on. When they have struggled to the 40th level, the younger brother started to grumble and both of them began
to quarrel. They continued to climb the flights of steps, quarreling all the way to the 60th floor.

They then realized that they have only 20 levels more to climb and decided to stop quarreling and continue climbing in peace. They silently climbed on and reached their home at long last. Each stood calmly before the door and waited for the other to open the door.

And they realized that the key was in their bags which was left on the 20th floor....

This story is reflecting on our life...many of us live under the expectations of our parents, teachers and friends when young. We seldom get to do the things that we really like and love and are under so much pressure and stress so that by the age of 20, we get tired and decided to dump this load.

Being free of the stress and pressure, we work enthusiastically and dream ambitious wishes.

But by the time we reach 40 years old, we start to lose our vision anddreams. We began to feel unsatisfied and start to complain and criticize. We live life as a misery as we are never satisfied.
Reaching 60, we realize that we have little left for complaining anymore, and we began to walk the final episode in peace and calmness. We think that there is nothing left to disappoint us, only to realize that we could not rest in peace because we have an unfulfilled dream ...... a dream we abandoned 60 years ago.

Life is made of moments and sometimes a moment becomes life....

Source : Hillary's yahoo email (Thanks to Hillary JKR)

Monday, June 29, 2009

Talking about love



One of my favorite song. Yeah.. Love this song so much..

Bible said that love:

“Love is patient; love is kind
and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.”

Love teach me to forgive even i was not guilty. Love cover a lot of sin. Jesus have died on the cross cause He so love to this world and forgive us from the bottom of His heart. Let love one another, and give love to all people and don't forget to pray for them who we love.

Thanks God for teaching me what is love..

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Live longer... yeah.. :-)



Yeah.. Like this song by Bobby so much.. Peewwwiiitt.. Come on let sing together.. "Don't worry, be happy" Lovely song he got. I have read somewhere ermm i dont remember where but the article talking happy people live longer.. Let say with me again, "Happy people live longer". The article say (as what i remember) that happy people live in another 7 or 8 years more than people who are always in depression. The fact is i agree with that.

Let me tell you the fact about happy. When you happy, you will have lesser cardio logical problem.. Other thing, happy people is heal faster and the recover rate is better than sad people.

According to some research, happy people are less likely to suffer from stroke. Depression can lead to strokes, which can be fatal. Those who who are less depressed and less likely to haave astrike as compared to those suffering frrom clinical depresion. :-). There we go again, happy people are save from stoke.

So.. so and so.. the result is happy people have fewer health complication as compared to pessimists. Those who are happy experience less pain. More over, happy people are energetic and lead to peaceful.

So, let just say... DONT WORRY, BE HAPPY and LIVE LONGER

Friday, June 26, 2009

Rest in peace, legend king of pop

Last morning when i was surfing my facebook, my friend have posting a link that reported that Micheal Jackson, the king of pop have die due his cardiac problem. "How can this legend die?" that was my first expression. He is legend you know. And i was looking for his coming tour in london posting in youtube. I begin to search and reading about his death in some popular news website such as CNN, ABC and other.. And i found out that he really die. He also a human being. Breathing like us and of cos he will die like other. I was pretty sure that i will die someday and you will die someday. But the different is how we die.

In the morning, when i was driving all the to my project site, the radio station.. ermm all the radio station was talking about Micheal Jackson. Some of the caller even crying telling that he or she was a big fan of Micheal Jackson and some of them say that "oh.. no.. He can't cry. He was legend.." No.. no.. no.. When the time is come all people will die. He not a superhero like superman or what. And there is no such thing like superman in our real life.

What i really want to talk here is that Micheal Jackson have die with glory. Yes, we know that there is some gosip about him but he was a legend, you know. He have come from nobody to a king of pop which the highest albums sell in history. In his life, he have sell about 750 million copies of his album. How about you friend? Have you think that life is short? What if you die tommorow? Are die with your pride? Are die after you success in your life? I cant say i get everything that i want until now. But i believe i can reach until that level and i was in my step to reach my aim. For me, i want to die as a proud Christian (of cos my religion is Christian), make sure that i become rich before i die. Therefore, as long as still breathing, i'll work hard for God and I believe that will bless me with his blessing and i believe you have you own aim. Work on it, believe me.. even you ambition is too high, i know you can reach it if you believe it and begin your first step.

Anywhere.... rest in peace Micheal Jackson

Is it worth to trust

Is it worth to trust? That was the question arise in my mind this early in this morning. I was sleep early last night. It's about 7.30 pm. I was awake in this morning by one message telling something that make me thinking this question.

It is o.k for me. Nothing will change in my life even this friend, my best friend telling other people about me something that can make other people listen just to make other people turn their head listening the gossip that they want never hear before. Yeah.. i believe this can make other people think, "aa this person is full of humor, maybe we can chat, gossiping together but is it worth to trust? The friend of mine, who i share my secret, who i'll talk to when i have problem, who that i have make promise in my life friend brother together until the end talking to other people just to gain some popularity. Or he talking this to other people to gain their trust.. I dont think so..

In my mind now, hey.. he still my friend but... there is but that make him can't be trust anymore. I can't share everything to him anymore or else he will make me dissapointed again. Who know? Maybe just because a girl, or just because something that i dont know.

So,if this is happen to me again.. who'll i trust ? who will worth to be trust? To me, it always be my mother but i can't tell everything that a guy or a son like me do. So, that make me think again... Is it worth to trust?

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Always believe on what you believe


An old wise man say this to me:

What is the secret of success? : "Right decisions"
How do you make right decision? : "Experience"
How do you get experience? :"Wrong decision"

Dude.. it is so true. When we dealing with something or we are in term making decision, there is always and always two result in our decision whether it is right or wrong.. Wise man always take wrong decisions as his or her courage to success but unwise man always fall and never get up when they make wrong decisions. We are not perfect, there is no perfect man in this world. What i want to say is keep working on what we believe, learn from mistake, improve and gain the glory. i believe that i can do, so do you. :-)

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

It is not too late to study

When people ask me, what will i do if i given a chance to go back in the past.. I will say i this , study harder than i have study before. Then they ask me why... Definitely my answer is because it is the thing that i want to do. :-p. I know that i haven't study as harder as i can if i remember what i have do before. If i do study hard and hard like tomorrow is no more, i sure i'm not what i was today. Maybe i was a successful bussinessman, or millionaire or a brilliant guy who work in large company. I have no regret on what i was now, i just not satisfy because i didnt do the best that i can. It was a big different between regret and satisfy. Yes.. i know that there is no age limit for us to study but for me, it was time consumtion that make me realise that i have taken a lot of time that i should use for good from a long long time ago. That why, now i have teach my brother who was 15 years old about this study stuff. I advice him to learn learn learn and in same time enjoy his life as a teenager.

Now, i still study a lot of thing. Everyday i take some hours to learn something new. I realise that study is important since i was doing blogging. I read a lot of book. I enjoy reading and that make me realise that i enjoy studying. Now i was reading some book about marketing, getting rich, motivation and a lot more. These knowladge that i gain from studying, i share them through my blog. I love to read, write and even love to hear comment or critic from other people. But, i'll be glad if the comments or critics come in profesional touch and have a reasonable reason. So, please critic me.

As long as i alive, i believe i'll keep studying, force myself to thinking and thinking.It is not too late for us to study

Monday, June 22, 2009

The other me?

It have been a while i didn't post anything here. I have a fever for this several days. Feel so lonely when there is no one who come to take of myself. I was wondering why i not that strong when i was down. Yes i know that im not that strong it just i was pretend to be strong. I need someone but my egotism say no.

When i was taking my bath just now, i take my time to think about this again. It is like deep inside me, there is another me that haven't been release. The another me always saying opposite on what i was thinking. I was born in a good family and thanks God for giving me a good family who always teach me rite thing to do since i was a child. They create my personality now. Deeply i try to release another me, trying to think how he was thinking. Frustration, anger, jealousy and all the bad thing that i cant even imagine come in my mind. These another me, thinking that there is no point to staying in this rotten world . Thinking of suicide can release me from everything. But the me now not agree with that. I was a small creature and unique creation from God do have a aim that haven't been reach. I have made a promise to myself some time before, to reach my ultimate aim (i'll talk about it in next post) . Interestingly, i was driven by that to make my life is more meaningful.

Please pray for me and family. :-) God bless you and me.. amen

Monday, June 15, 2009

By my side (youtube)

This is Sunday day. It is not really a sunny day but it does make my clothes enough to be collect in the evening. Guess what, i really sleepy this day.. I think this because i havent get enough sleep for last 4 days. So, for the whole day i get enough sleep to replace my sufficient sleeps. I do the net's surfing almost all day. I was accidently found out this beautiful youtube video. It does make me missing the one who i love. Especially my mother... I know my dearly God will take care of them as He have take care of me and i believe He even more caring for them.. Enjoy this clips friend :

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Tired, tired, tired

Just come back from outstation at labuan. So tired. :-(. Nothing to say, nothing to write, i just thinking one thing in my mind now -->> sleep, big sleep.. huhu

Friday, June 5, 2009

Engaged? Married? Huuhhh..


Just playing hang around in my facebook before i back home from office. I found out some interesting stuff and answer some quiz in facebook. Surprisingly, the result from that quiz tell me that i'll engage in valentine day.. how romantic if it'll come true and in five month i'll became a prince of the day.. yeah.. just wait and look.. :-p

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Dream vs. Goal

People say, to get something.. you have to dream high. If you didnt dream high, you'll not able to achieve what you want to be. Yeah.. im absolutely agree with that statement but dream is only dream if you didn't work your dream. There is a research say that when dreaming on a big aim will make your brain encourage you to work hard to reach your dream. This is what i call goal. People will say pursue your dream but dream was uncertain thing. There is a big different between dream and goal. A wise man say, poor people have dream but rich people have goal.

Goal is a dream with process. Something that do not have process is only a dream. When i was talking with my friend, suddenly a car park in front of us, it was a Ferrari. He say, i was dreaming to have this car for a long time ago. Then i ask him, when you will have it. I thought it only a dream, he reply me. This remember me about this dream and goal. A goal, we have an exact aim and we plan to reach there (process) with additional of burning desire. Other recipe to reach our goal is dicipline and willing to learn. If we not willing to learn or we just sit down, praying so that a miracle come and our dream come true, i was 100% gureentie that dream is only a dream. Even God didn't help His people who are lazy. So, we have to give our 100% comitment to reach our goal. Dicipline .. Dicipline .. Dicipline.. It will force you keep learning and keep catching your dream..

So, friend.. think big and work on it, i believe that time will show you and God will bless you to get what you dream.. Dream as big as you want but one again... work on it..

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Why should i pay... internet is free stuff..

It have been a while i haven't post anything in my blog. Last Sunday i have go to a talk by Derrek Chew about internet marketing. He said that he have make money from online. I was suprise when he say that the number of his income per/month can reach five number. I can't imagine how internet is a powerful platform for us to find some big money. I do FOREX (foreign exchange) and i also gain some amount of money. But the risky is to high. Some people have lost a lot of money from forex. Luckily i manage to get more win than lose in FOREX. I cant say that i always get money from FOREX, i also lose them even the Street Wall also have lose a large amount of money in this investment.

Talking about Derrek Chew, he come to Sabah to recruit another team and teach them how to make money online by make selling from internet. The cost for his 3 days course have vary from RM3000 to RM6000 and i think that i can make my own internet selling by learning it by myself. Internet is free. ermm not really free where we should pay the tmnet for our internet connection but still the prize is not more than Rm100. So, I have make a decision to make my own internet selling by learn it myself from internet. I believe that i can do it. If Derreck Chew can do it, why i cant do it. What matter here is our determination to get something that we really want.

For my friend.. that have support me to doing this, thank you.. I will do this until i reach the ultimate income from the net.

Friday, May 22, 2009

Im back again

It was a hard time for me after not having my internet connection for almost 1 week. I feel like some thing is missing in my daily life. But i have to waiting and patient until i have my connection back. In this period time, i have face some hard time and some happy time. Now i was in charge with another project in Sabah in kk area. I was glad to be in Sabah instead in Labuan. It was a first time i feel how to be homesick when i was in labuan .. hehehe i have through a lot of memory in labuan that teach me a lot of life. Yeah it only a few month that i have working in labuan but it is enough to change me .. totally change me into a different person like what i use to be now. That why i want to thanks God that He give me a chance to see what is the real life is. As long i was alive, i will trust my life into His hand and believe whatever happen, let God guide my way.

Dear God in heaven, teach me Your way as i was breathing in this world. I know that there is a heaven that will be my home but i want to be my best as Your light in this world. Give me your brilliant mind, the unlimited wealth as Your are the One who create them. I believe that You have a wonderful path to me even i was in broken heart. I believe and keep on trusting on You. I love You lord. Amen

Friday, May 15, 2009

Currently not available (my internet)

Since i was transfer from labuan to kk, my internet connection still have not been install at my house at inanam. They said that maybe today i'll get the connection. Hopefully so that i can read from the internet in my house. It was really boring without internet. I cant read i cant write. Luckyly i still can surf in my office. I was planning to buy a broadband if i was transfer to lahad datu but they didnt put me there so i didnt buy these broadband. Now i was in-charge with a project in kk. I believe that God have put His bless on me and i believe i can do it. Please pray for me

Monday, May 11, 2009

Stupidity is a part of me?

i have read a blog from a friend.. the headline is _stupidity is part of me_ after reading that headline, i was thinking and wondering why should the stupidity be part of our life. Some people blame yourselves for being stupid. Yes it true that stupidity make we hate bout ourselves. But for me, we cant say that we are stupid if we still not working so hard. There is no such thing that we cant do if we try hard. Some people take many year to get what they want. History have prove that people who they call no education are the richest men in this world. Some of them say that stupidity or what i call stubborn head lead they into their great success now. I not asking you to be stubborn , but what i want to say is try your best in whatever you do, Dont blame other people if you still dont try so hard. Believe in yourself like what i have believe in my life.


For me, it wasnt stupidity but it was stubborn. A you agree with me?



There is only a friend who will never leave you

After spending some period time in Labuan, i realise that i have learn a lot of thing here. These experience have turn me into a different person from before. A lot of my friend say that i have change, but for me i have not change anything. It just I found my identity or in other words i just found myself again.

Labuan, give me a lot experience that i believe i cant learn from anywhere. I learn what is true friendship, i learn what it feel to be alone, i learn what is good and what is bad, and the important thing i learn who is my bestfriend who never leave me even thought i have leave Him for a long time ago. That why i promise to follow Him until i stop breathing.

My friend, we will always be friend and believe me, i'll never be alone again. Bless me with Your blessing.

Friday, May 8, 2009

Mistake doesnt mean that your are stupid

It was friday. Working everyday make me tired. All the thing that i do everyday sometimes doesnt make sense, but it i always learn from it and improve. All people make mistake, even he or she is a genius i dont believe that her or his works was 100% succest. Many people that i know, the greatest people have make a huge success from thousand of mistake. The keyword here is hardworking. I believe that hardworking will not disappoint you. The thing that make different here is how the people learn on what he or she was doing. I have a friend, he was a genius, i can call him a genius because he can learn the thing that take me learn it for a long period instantly. But, he was lazy so he didnt get a good result for what he was doing. It was different with my other friend, who was not genius but he was a hardworking guy that make him get a good even a best result for what he was doing. Ermm.. i think i want to add another trick for getting best result for what we do. It was , do your best. When you do your best, i think there will no regret for what the result that you'll get. If you didnt do your best, you'll find out that you are not satisfy for what the result you do. You will think again and say, if i do my best i'll got better than this. I always say this to my brother.

Tommorow will be another day that i will face. I dont know how many year to take me to be what i want to be, but what i know in this live journey is to do my best, never say stop and learn learn learn learn. I believe and believe never cant stop me for achieveing what i want when i was breeding. Thanks Lord for giving me everything that i need.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

The secret of our own destiny



Awesome clips. It keep telling me that i was the one who created my own life. I was true that there is a power that guide our life. For myself, i believe that God is the strength of my life. Even thought i have a wonderful plan in my own, but i have to ask God for given me a chance to live in his path. I learn that i should feeling good about my life from this clips. So that it will influence all day that we have going through.

We can start from zero and i believe.. someday i strongly believe as we build our awareness, our capital and what ever we're building we will get what we want.

The dark side of me

It was a regret, i was shameful when i was thinking how i was losing in path a long time ago. I have done a lot of mistake that i can undo, all the sin , all the wrong thing i have done except killing people. Just imagine how i lose my path differ in God path. His great salvation have save me from the dark side of me. He was always with me even what I was doing wrong.

Seriously, i was enjoying on what i have done last time in that time. But it not over last. My body was happy but not my soul. I was searching and searching the happiness in this world. But trust me, there is no can fulfill your soul as what you want in this world. All you'll get is only hurt and pain like im feeling today. But God's loves is so wonderful and put away my pain and hurt. Thanks you God.


Monday, May 4, 2009

Maple at midnight



This is funny. I cant stop laughing when i start to watch this clip.. It was a great face exercise in morning.. Good morning everyone... have a nice and blessed day. Amen

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Woman and guy are wired differently

I was reading some book that state how women and guys are wired in some different way. i cant think what women are thinking. If i was thinking like this, they are thinking in different way. This really make sense when i was asking some of my friend one question. when asking some of my friend, "Is sabah west malaysia or east malaysia?". My friend (guy) directly find dictionary to see the meaning of west and east, but still confusing the answer then they'll ask me back the question that i ask.. is it funny asking the same question the questioner.. huhu while when i ask my friend (girl) these question, they directly look at catalog and find which prize is higher wheter it is west or east, if east expensice so the conclusion is sabah is on east.. when they doesnt know the answer they will asking the question to somebody else to help me out. i have asked with 10 different person and the attitude is the same. It was funny.. so i was determine to make some other research on how i can thinking like a women.. qqq

It was warm and wonderful sunday morning

It was sunday. I wake up early this morning because i have go to church for sunday service. It have been a long time ago i didnt involve any services in church. I say to God, "oh God im busy" but the really thing im not busy at all. We always give a reason for the thing we dont want or dont willing to do. But have you thinking my friend (for those who believe in God), that God never give us any reason to leave us. He loves us. And in this fact, He have give His own body to rescue us. This is a thing, in old testimony, all the believer need to sacrfify their lamb so God can forgive them for all the sin that he or she have done. That was an old culture. So God have die in cross for us so everytime we pray to God so that He can forgive us, we dont have to sacrify any lamb or cow or whatever for God. For me, and i believe this that God die for me, and it was a free of charge salvation that He have offer for us wheter we want or not. IT WAS FREE.

Today, ermm since i was in Labuan, after losing from God, now i back to God as a humble child seeking for His forgiveness. But this is what i believe, when i was apart from Him .. He still blessing me with His kindness. He give me a brilliant mind, he give me food, money, dress, and the best thing he give me a happy family. I believe that my job now is belong to Him and i believe where ever i'll go, He have his wonderful plan to me. Just this is what i want from God, I pray this and please pray for me so that i can aware His path. His wonderful and greatest plan to me. Thanks God for everythingn that You have give to me.

HAPPY SUNDAY MY FRIEND

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Body Beat Boxing



This is cool, i never thought that we can make rhythm with our body. So much fun and i love it.

Friday, May 1, 2009

Start by starting

Meryl Streep said this ,"Start by starting".

It was a simple advice from a simple person. When i read this word, i was thinking what was this word mean. Deeply i was thinking and found out that this word means a lot. I always dreaming about this and that. My first dream is i want to be a man who have no money problems, since i was from an average family where our family have a lot of money problem long time ago when our house was on fire. It was so hard for us to get a dollar. My father and mother is a farmer before they work in a government firm. I was thinking to myself, if i was working for people.. i just make people rich, i don't blame my parent because they also work for government. They have scarified a lot for our family. That why i was dreaming so our family will have no money problem in the future. But how? I was thinking about running some bussiness, i have a lot of idea but its only a dream if i was dreaming. That why these word--> start by starting have smack me down and i realize nothing will happen or my dream is only a dream if i didnt start a single step. But one thing that i believe is someday i'll get what i want.

Other thing that i want to achieve the most is travelling around the world as bagpacker. I have told you about this to you in my previous post, but i still want to share with you that this is my ultimate wish and dream. I pray and keep praying to so that my dream is His dream to me too. Dear God in heaven, let my dream is same with your path as i want to let this world know that my God is my wonderfull, loving, strong and powerfull God. Thank you Jesus.

"START BY STARTING"

Connie Talbot got talent



Connie Talbot for in her first round on you got talent.. Enjoy

Do I Have to Be This To Prove That I am a Man



I was crying when i was seeing this clips. I wondering when this world will union and become a peace place to stay. I just can pray to God to continue this peace in my country. I beg to all you to pray let God give the peace all over the world. Love you brother and sister.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

I love you



Really like song.. Dedicated to every couple in this world

Gummy bear in town



so funny hahaha cute gummy bear.. lol.. love this clip

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

LOVE -Song around the world



traveling all around the world to collect the love rhythm and melodies to show the world we dont need the war for peace, all we need is this four words -> (L.O.V.E)

nice clip. :-)

The best friend ever..

He never tell the lie.. even i was lie to Him.. He never leave me.. even i have turn around and and walk to different path of Him. He gave me blessed since i was born... even before i born, He have plan a great plan to me.. He is my best friend, He even die for me . My dear bestfriend please teach me how to become like You..

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Connie Talbot



She's so cute. :-) I love this song.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Your Weakness

*STORY*

By Author Unknown

This is a story of one 10-year-old boy who decided to study judo despite the fact that he had lost his left arm in a devastating car accident.

The boy began lessons with an old Japanese judo master. The boy was doing well, so he couldn't understand why, after three months of training, the master had taught him only one move.

"Sensei," the boy finally said, "Shouldn't I be learning more moves?"

"This is the only move you know, but this is the only move you'll ever need to know," the Sensei replied. Not quite understanding, but believing in his teacher, the boy kept training.

Several months later, the Sensei took the boy to his first tournament. Surprising himself, the boy easily won his first two matches. The third match proved to be more difficult, but after some time, his opponent became impatient and charged; the boy deftly used his one move to win the match. Still amazed by his success, the boy was now in the finals.

This time, his opponent was bigger, stronger, and more experienced. For a while, the boy appeared to be overmatched. Concerned that the boy might get hurt, the referee called a time-out. He was about to stop the match when the Sensei intervened. "No," the Sensei insisted, "Let him continue."

Soon after the match resumed, his opponent made a critical mistake: he dropped his guard. Instantly, the boy used his move to pin him. The boy had won the match and the tournament. He was the champion.

On the way home, the boy and Sensei reviewed every move in each and every match. Then the boy summoned the courage to ask what was really on his mind. "Sensei, how did I win the tournament with only one move?"

"You won for two reasons," the Sensei answered. "First, you've almost mastered one of the most difficult throws in all of judo. And second, the only known defence for that move is for your opponent to grab your left arm."

The boy's greatest weakness had become his greatest strength.

*The moral of the story ? We sometimes allow our weaknesses to be our downfall rather than using them to our advantage. We tell ourselves we cannot do something because we do not feel it is our strength. But, if we didn't dwell on our weaknesses, we may find that we could succeed. The story reminds me of the quote by Thomas Edison, "Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up." We tend to give up rather than persevere. We all need to be reminded that sometimes what we perceive as our weakness could actually turn out to be our strength. *


Aku meminta TUHAN

Aku meminta Tuhan sekuntum bunga segar, Dia memberi aku kaktus berduri. Lalu aku meminta rama-rama indah, dia memberi aku ulat bulu. Aku amat kecewa dan sedih tapi tetap bersabar. Kasih Tugan memang nyata! Tak lama kemudiankaktus itu berbunga cantik dan indah sekali,dan ulat bulu itu menjadi rama-rama yang cantik. Begitula cara Tuhan mengasihi kita.. Selalu indah pada waktunya.Tuhan sangat mengasihi kita.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Think of it..

Dear friend.. I have a lot of dream.. So many dream.. but i have one dream that i want to achieve... It not about money, not about family, not about anything that i want to get in this world. It is about myself . Since i was kid, i was dreaming to go around the world.. to see how other people live how their culture, religion and more bout them. If i have time, and i have the money and i have the courage.. I'll be for sure go around the world as humble bagpacker. Please do a favor for me to pray for it.. Thanks oo. Sometimes i wish to go as a sailor.. but i dont have that enough courage. maybe someday before i have my own family, i'll go around the world.. Bless me with freedom God..

How bout you friend... do you have what u want to get in you life? your own dream.. Think of it

Worse appearances with good manner

It was about 3 months i was working in Labuan.. A lot of thing that happen to me in this short period. I learn a lot. I learn that why good guy or good person become to bad guy. I was nearly turn into that kind of guy.. but thanks to God. He still love me. I learn to be a friend with some bad guy here. They not as other people think, not like what i think before.. People say that they are bad ... gangster but for me they have a strong family bond. They have the love and respect within they family. As i love them, they also love me. I learn that God have give that behavior to them but in the same time they have good manner.. Yeps.. they do.. So friend, next time when u see a guy with worse appearance please dont judge them with their cover. Be good to other and they'll be good to you too, i believe that.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

KUMAA KUSUMANDAKAN



Dedicate to all long distances lover.
Song title : Sopinsodu
By: Kimin Mudin

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LADY



I love this song. This song remain me how much i miss my girlfriend and how much i love her. Enjoy this song my fellow friend.

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Saturday, April 18, 2009

I used to be a kampung boy before

It have been for a while that i havent blogging.. And i think i have forget how to blog, forget that i use to love reading long time ago. I have forget that i have help a lot of people in many thing. I have forget where i have begin , and the worse thing .. i think i have forget who i am, who was a kampung boy a long time ago. This beauty of world have change me into miserable person that i have know. i do a lot of bad thing, i forget that i was a guy who go to church serving God in music, sing and preaching. I think i have forget these wonderfull memory that i have before. I forget that i have a lot of good friend that always want to help me.

God please help me to be what i use to be before. I know what i have now is ur blessing. Thanks God.