Im back again

It was a hard time for me after not having my internet connection for almost 1 week. I feel like some thing is missing in my daily life. But i have to waiting and patient until i have my connection back. In this period time, i have face some hard time and some happy time. Now i was in charge with another project in Sabah in kk area. I was glad to be in Sabah instead in Labuan. It was a first time i feel how to be homesick when i was in labuan .. hehehe i have through a lot of memory in labuan that teach me a lot of life. Yeah it only a few month that i have working in labuan but it is enough to change me .. totally change me into a different person like what i use to be now. That why i want to thanks God that He give me a chance to see what is the real life is. As long i was alive, i will trust my life into His hand and believe whatever happen, let God guide my way.

Dear God in heaven, teach me Your way as i was breathing in this world. I know that there is a heaven that will be my home but i want to be my best as Your light in this world. Give me your brilliant mind, the unlimited wealth as Your are the One who create them. I believe that You have a wonderful path to me even i was in broken heart. I believe and keep on trusting on You. I love You lord. Amen

Currently not available (my internet)

Since i was transfer from labuan to kk, my internet connection still have not been install at my house at inanam. They said that maybe today i'll get the connection. Hopefully so that i can read from the internet in my house. It was really boring without internet. I cant read i cant write. Luckyly i still can surf in my office. I was planning to buy a broadband if i was transfer to lahad datu but they didnt put me there so i didnt buy these broadband. Now i was in-charge with a project in kk. I believe that God have put His bless on me and i believe i can do it. Please pray for me

Stupidity is a part of me?

i have read a blog from a friend.. the headline is _stupidity is part of me_ after reading that headline, i was thinking and wondering why should the stupidity be part of our life. Some people blame yourselves for being stupid. Yes it true that stupidity make we hate bout ourselves. But for me, we cant say that we are stupid if we still not working so hard. There is no such thing that we cant do if we try hard. Some people take many year to get what they want. History have prove that people who they call no education are the richest men in this world. Some of them say that stupidity or what i call stubborn head lead they into their great success now. I not asking you to be stubborn , but what i want to say is try your best in whatever you do, Dont blame other people if you still dont try so hard. Believe in yourself like what i have believe in my life.

For me, it wasnt stupidity but it was stubborn. A you agree with me?

There is only a friend who will never leave you

After spending some period time in Labuan, i realise that i have learn a lot of thing here. These experience have turn me into a different person from before. A lot of my friend say that i have change, but for me i have not change anything. It just I found my identity or in other words i just found myself again.

Labuan, give me a lot experience that i believe i cant learn from anywhere. I learn what is true friendship, i learn what it feel to be alone, i learn what is good and what is bad, and the important thing i learn who is my bestfriend who never leave me even thought i have leave Him for a long time ago. That why i promise to follow Him until i stop breathing.

My friend, we will always be friend and believe me, i'll never be alone again. Bless me with Your blessing.

Mistake doesnt mean that your are stupid

It was friday. Working everyday make me tired. All the thing that i do everyday sometimes doesnt make sense, but it i always learn from it and improve. All people make mistake, even he or she is a genius i dont believe that her or his works was 100% succest. Many people that i know, the greatest people have make a huge success from thousand of mistake. The keyword here is hardworking. I believe that hardworking will not disappoint you. The thing that make different here is how the people learn on what he or she was doing. I have a friend, he was a genius, i can call him a genius because he can learn the thing that take me learn it for a long period instantly. But, he was lazy so he didnt get a good result for what he was doing. It was different with my other friend, who was not genius but he was a hardworking guy that make him get a good even a best result for what he was doing. Ermm.. i think i want to add another trick for getting best result for what we do. It was , do your best. When you do your best, i think there will no regret for what the result that you'll get. If you didnt do your best, you'll find out that you are not satisfy for what the result you do. You will think again and say, if i do my best i'll got better than this. I always say this to my brother.

Tommorow will be another day that i will face. I dont know how many year to take me to be what i want to be, but what i know in this live journey is to do my best, never say stop and learn learn learn learn. I believe and believe never cant stop me for achieveing what i want when i was breeding. Thanks Lord for giving me everything that i need.

The secret of our own destiny

Awesome clips. It keep telling me that i was the one who created my own life. I was true that there is a power that guide our life. For myself, i believe that God is the strength of my life. Even thought i have a wonderful plan in my own, but i have to ask God for given me a chance to live in his path. I learn that i should feeling good about my life from this clips. So that it will influence all day that we have going through.

We can start from zero and i believe.. someday i strongly believe as we build our awareness, our capital and what ever we're building we will get what we want.

The dark side of me

It was a regret, i was shameful when i was thinking how i was losing in path a long time ago. I have done a lot of mistake that i can undo, all the sin , all the wrong thing i have done except killing people. Just imagine how i lose my path differ in God path. His great salvation have save me from the dark side of me. He was always with me even what I was doing wrong.

Seriously, i was enjoying on what i have done last time in that time. But it not over last. My body was happy but not my soul. I was searching and searching the happiness in this world. But trust me, there is no can fulfill your soul as what you want in this world. All you'll get is only hurt and pain like im feeling today. But God's loves is so wonderful and put away my pain and hurt. Thanks you God.

Maple at midnight

This is funny. I cant stop laughing when i start to watch this clip.. It was a great face exercise in morning.. Good morning everyone... have a nice and blessed day. Amen

Woman and guy are wired differently

I was reading some book that state how women and guys are wired in some different way. i cant think what women are thinking. If i was thinking like this, they are thinking in different way. This really make sense when i was asking some of my friend one question. when asking some of my friend, "Is sabah west malaysia or east malaysia?". My friend (guy) directly find dictionary to see the meaning of west and east, but still confusing the answer then they'll ask me back the question that i ask.. is it funny asking the same question the questioner.. huhu while when i ask my friend (girl) these question, they directly look at catalog and find which prize is higher wheter it is west or east, if east expensice so the conclusion is sabah is on east.. when they doesnt know the answer they will asking the question to somebody else to help me out. i have asked with 10 different person and the attitude is the same. It was funny.. so i was determine to make some other research on how i can thinking like a women.. qqq

It was warm and wonderful sunday morning

It was sunday. I wake up early this morning because i have go to church for sunday service. It have been a long time ago i didnt involve any services in church. I say to God, "oh God im busy" but the really thing im not busy at all. We always give a reason for the thing we dont want or dont willing to do. But have you thinking my friend (for those who believe in God), that God never give us any reason to leave us. He loves us. And in this fact, He have give His own body to rescue us. This is a thing, in old testimony, all the believer need to sacrfify their lamb so God can forgive them for all the sin that he or she have done. That was an old culture. So God have die in cross for us so everytime we pray to God so that He can forgive us, we dont have to sacrify any lamb or cow or whatever for God. For me, and i believe this that God die for me, and it was a free of charge salvation that He have offer for us wheter we want or not. IT WAS FREE.

Today, ermm since i was in Labuan, after losing from God, now i back to God as a humble child seeking for His forgiveness. But this is what i believe, when i was apart from Him .. He still blessing me with His kindness. He give me a brilliant mind, he give me food, money, dress, and the best thing he give me a happy family. I believe that my job now is belong to Him and i believe where ever i'll go, He have his wonderful plan to me. Just this is what i want from God, I pray this and please pray for me so that i can aware His path. His wonderful and greatest plan to me. Thanks God for everythingn that You have give to me.

HAPPY SUNDAY MY FRIEND

Body Beat Boxing

This is cool, i never thought that we can make rhythm with our body. So much fun and i love it.

Start by starting

Meryl Streep said this ,"Start by starting".

It was a simple advice from a simple person. When i read this word, i was thinking what was this word mean. Deeply i was thinking and found out that this word means a lot. I always dreaming about this and that. My first dream is i want to be a man who have no money problems, since i was from an average family where our family have a lot of money problem long time ago when our house was on fire. It was so hard for us to get a dollar. My father and mother is a farmer before they work in a government firm. I was thinking to myself, if i was working for people.. i just make people rich, i don't blame my parent because they also work for government. They have scarified a lot for our family. That why i was dreaming so our family will have no money problem in the future. But how? I was thinking about running some bussiness, i have a lot of idea but its only a dream if i was dreaming. That why these word--> start by starting have smack me down and i realize nothing will happen or my dream is only a dream if i didnt start a single step. But one thing that i believe is someday i'll get what i want.

Other thing that i want to achieve the most is travelling around the world as bagpacker. I have told you about this to you in my previous post, but i still want to share with you that this is my ultimate wish and dream. I pray and keep praying to so that my dream is His dream to me too. Dear God in heaven, let my dream is same with your path as i want to let this world know that my God is my wonderfull, loving, strong and powerfull God. Thank you Jesus.

"START BY STARTING"

Connie Talbot got talent

Connie Talbot for in her first round on you got talent.. Enjoy

Do I Have to Be This To Prove That I am a Man

I was crying when i was seeing this clips. I wondering when this world will union and become a peace place to stay. I just can pray to God to continue this peace in my country. I beg to all you to pray let God give the peace all over the world. Love you brother and sister.