Is it worth to trust

Is it worth to trust? That was the question arise in my mind this early in this morning. I was sleep early last night. It's about 7.30 pm. I was awake in this morning by one message telling something that make me thinking this question.

It is o.k for me. Nothing will change in my life even this friend, my best friend telling other people about me something that can make other people listen just to make other people turn their head listening the gossip that they want never hear before. Yeah.. i believe this can make other people think, "aa this person is full of humor, maybe we can chat, gossiping together but is it worth to trust? The friend of mine, who i share my secret, who i'll talk to when i have problem, who that i have make promise in my life friend brother together until the end talking to other people just to gain some popularity. Or he talking this to other people to gain their trust.. I dont think so..

In my mind now, hey.. he still my friend but... there is but that make him can't be trust anymore. I can't share everything to him anymore or else he will make me dissapointed again. Who know? Maybe just because a girl, or just because something that i dont know.

So,if this is happen to me again.. who'll i trust ? who will worth to be trust? To me, it always be my mother but i can't tell everything that a guy or a son like me do. So, that make me think again... Is it worth to trust?